Thy-lastembrace.

2008-10-07T14:23:00.009+08:00

14:23 PM
Current Music: Complicated

Life doesn't hurt until you think about
how much things have changed,
who you've lost along the way,
and how much of it was your fault.
Too many things have happened.
Since things have come this far, I have nothing to say already.
I'll just try my best to keep it going.
If keeping quiet helps, I'll not say anything anymore.

Anyways. I'm planning to close down this blog.
Perhaps I'll continue blogging in my Private blog instead. :D
Cause past memories only make you hurt more..

Saw Louisse a few days ago. Hahha.
Long time didn't see him already.
Hmm anyways, two more papers to go. :D
There's no school tmrw, cause I'm not having any papers tmrw.
Gotta mug hard at home. ! Amath & Biology together sial. D:

PS: I'm sorry, it's my fault.

2008-10-04T20:15:00.010+08:00

20:15 PM
Current Music: Cyclone

Studied at CoffeeBean today.
Attempted last year's Sec 3 EOY Paper
which Mr Lim passed to me two days ago.
Lol, & he told me to study hard.
Read the Chemistry questions until super dizzy.
Laughs, it's so difficult to comprehend luh.

Went to play one round of DDR.
& Bee was super pekchek or something.
Kept saying things which I didn't manage to catch. :x

Well, & I still can't access the emails in my Hotmail.
Damn. The emails are piling up already. D:

Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Maybe it's time both of us learnt our lessons.
You know, I never wanted it that way.
Cause it doesn't matter how hard I try.
Things will never change, & they will never be the same again.

2008-10-03T17:03:00.010+08:00

17:03 PM
Current Music: A Neverending Dream

I miss Audition like fcuk. D:
My damn computer can't open the file.

Mother Tongue Paper today.
Was in a hurry, & left my bag in the locker.
& Well, I forgot that we were having exams in the hall.
As a result I had to borrow pens from WanEr. :/
Lol, & I forgot to bring my dictionary again! Zzz. !@#$%^&*
Anyways, it's the first time I managed to finish Paper 1 on time. (:
But then I think I wrote off point after what Sophia told me.
Shucks. I hope I'll be able to pass.

2008-10-02T20:27:00.005+08:00

20:28 PM
Current Music: Show Me The Light

That attitude of yours..
Perhaps you don't know, but I do.
& I don't know how much longer I can put up with it.

Cabbed down to school today.
One of the rarest occasions ever. Hahhaha.

Girlfy didn't come school today.
& She needn't come tmrw either.
Five continuous days of holidays ley. D: !
Wthwth. Pangseh me lah. *Rahhh!

There's the checking of files today.
I thought I finished all the corrections for the first half year, but didn't.
Chionged, but in the end still have to stayback to wait for teacher. -.-

PS: WanEr is a total bully! Xh & Zy can judge for me. Rofl :x

2008-10-01T23:56:00.006+08:00

23:56 PM
Current Music: Behind These Hazel Eyes

Selamat Hari Raya & Happy Childrens' Day! ♥
Watched the movie 'Painted Skin' @ Marina Square.
& I love it! ♥ It's a really nice & touching movie imo. :D
Had dessert @ Coffee Club as Bi insisted in bringing me go eat Chocolate Fondue.
& Yes, it's really nice! Except that it's really filling.

Trained back to BukitBatok as I've got makeup lesson for Chemistry.
One !@#$%^&* uncle kept moving his body around & touching me.
It was so obvious that it's on purpose lah.
Like hell? It's not like there's an earthquake or something right? -.-

2008-09-30T19:05:00.035+08:00

19:32 PM
Current Music: Unwell

Today's super slack.
The Muslim students & teacher get to go home early.
So we had two free periods. & The History students had four.
It's a total waste of time lah.
I mean, I'd rather go home to study than stay in school.
It's more distracting studying in school imo. :x

And Girlfy has suddenly gotten crazy over Chem.
I wonder what got over her. Lololol, she used to hate it so much.
Especially that ti co pek. Hahhaha! :x
But I realised I've got the motivation to study Chem too.
Rahhh. But the thing is, the exam is next tuesday already.
And I've still got Amath to study. D: !

Ohyeah. I was waiting for the traffic light when something weird happened. Uh huh, but I shall not elaborate further. :D
Don't know why such things happen to me alot recently.
I wonder if it's a good or bad sign. Gahh. :/

Blah, & I'm gonna have two makeup lessons tmrw. ):

Introducing 3L1's mascot!
So poor thing righttt. D:

错了再错

退到了绝境再退破碎到不能破碎
能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下

我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧

我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我

我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也给刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说

是否该原谅你所给我的痛?

2008-09-29T22:04:00.001+08:00

22:04 PM
Current Music: I Don't Love You

Lololols. I wonder if it's a prank or something?
Rahhh, I shall not think about it. :D !

There's nothing much to blog about today.
It's just school, tuition, home.
Bleargh.

Anyways, Sophia do cheerup ya! (:

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2008-09-28T21:25:00.008+08:00

21:26 PM
Current Music: 真命天子

Happy Five Months! (:

I forgot there's 听写 tmrw. Shooot. D:
After tuition, went to Jurong Point with parents.
Had a light lunch while waiting for Mummy's friend.
After collecting the stocks from her friend, we went to look at bags.
None captured my interest though, except for one.
But it costs like 89.90$. -.- It's really nice though!
Then daddy surprised me with a volleyball. :D:D:D
It was really unexpected. I thought he had forgotten about it luh.
Thanks alot Daddy! :D ♥
Wanted to buy a bag, but ended up looking at wallets.
Soo, I finally bought a new one. About time too luhs.
Mine's totally worn out already. Soo, goodbye to my old wallet! :D
& Then we had Japanese food takeaway for dinner. :D
Blah, & Baby's gahgah over F1. !@#$%^&*
But I have to admit it's kinda nice. Loooool :x

2008-09-27T23:21:00.027+08:00

23:21 PM
Current Music: Shut Up

Happy Birthday, Baby!♥
I hope you like the present uhs. Old liaos, mature yi dian! :D
All the best in everything, & may your wishes be fulfilled!

Okays, I totally screwed up today.
I was supposed to meet Baby at 1.30, but was late for 1 hour plus. -.-
I was looking for something at the mall but couldn't find it.
Plus, the people kept walking right into me as if I were invisible.
Super pissed lah. Duno why so kanchiong for.
Then saw Tinghui Mei at the Mrt. (: Long time nvr see her already. D:
& When I was about to board the train,
I suddenly remember I forgot to bring the receipt for the cake out.
It was damn frustrating, plus Baby was getting a little impatient already.
So I smsed sister, asked her to bring the receipt down
& pass it to me from the back door of the bus.
She had to run cause I was reaching already. Lol :x Thanks babe! ♥
Trained to Cityhall & met with Baby at Breadtalk.
Handed him the present, but he knew what I was giving him already.
He went to view Girlfy's blog! *Rahhh. I told her not to post already! D:
I needed the washroom, so he brought me to one on the 3rd floor.
He said the first floor one spoil already. Lmaos!
He surprised me with a bunch of flowers, although I knew it already. :x
Hahha, thankyous darling! ♥

We had lunch at Fish&Co, & he ordered the Seafood Platter For Two.
Then I told him I needed the washroom, but I went to collect the cake.
Hahhaha! It was damn obvious, but nvm luhs. :D !
Ate till super full cans. Going grow fat already. D: !
& When we were about to go, the girl asked us,
"Anniversary ah? Birthday ah?"
& When I was about to answer, she said,
"Uh nvm nvm, I asking too much. Haha!"
Lolols. Anyways, their service was great! (:

I went back to Polar to ask if I could put the cake with them for awhile.
Luckily they didn't mind. (:
Went to the arcade, & had a drink at Rockery.
Around 7plus, went to collect the cake & headed to Sky Garden.
Baby borrowed a lighter, then we sang a birthday song for him. (:
& Then he told me to turn behind, close my eyes.
I got a feeling what he was about to do, and I was right. :x
Then he suddenly kneeled down, asked me things.
& After that put a ring on my finger. (:
He gave me another present earlier, just to make me confused! D:
Lmaos! Clever uhs. :D hahhaha.
Camwhored & headed home after that. ♥

2008-09-26T19:08:00.010+08:00

19:08 PM
Current Music: Breaking The Habit

Swollen eyes.

I thought there was MT Exams today.
Turned out there wasn't! I didn't see the date properly. -.-
& I actually believed Eunice that there was an exam!
Girlfy also thought that there was, but she called to clarify with ppl.
But then, I didn't bring any books or worksheets. & Pe tee too.
Accompanied Girlfy then, as she's on MC for Pe for duno how long.
Trained to Dhoby Ghaut & had Takoyaki for lunch.
I'm kinda addicted to it. :D Lololols.
After I went to the washroom & came out, Baby disappeared! D:<
I was super worried, wondering what happened to him.
Called him, he didn't pick up. !@#$%^*
After awhile he called back, saying he went to collect his things.
Stupid uhs, make me so worried! *Rahhhs.
Then trained over to Cityhall as there was nothing else to do.
After that, home sweet home. ♥

真的没关系。
你不必为我操心,我会像以前好好过。
含着泪,默默陪你在身旁。

2008-09-25T20:03:00.014+08:00

20:03 PM
Current Music: Inconsolable

Mixed feelings.
I wanna let it all out, but I can't. I can't.

Thanks Girlfy for accompanying me today. (:
At least it managed to cheer me up a little.
She's really a good shopping partner lah. ♥
We have almost the same taste in clothes too.
&She remembers the directions clearly, even if it was her first time there.
Plus, the place was so confusing. Lololol, it's creepy okay. :x

Had to stayback for Emath remedial after schl today.
The whole class was complaining, everyone wanted to go home early.
Lololols. & Chem test was okay lah, but I doubt I'll be able to pass. :/

Miss Foo knew I vomited on Tuesday, & she was like,
"You see the exam questions until vomit is it?"
Hahha, Matin said the same thing too! :x

I can't stand people copying me.
One or two things, I wouldn't mind.
But like almost every single thing?
I'll be super pissed okay!
Especially when I've already told you I dislike you doing that.
But then, I came across this saying.
"Imitation is the greatest form of flattery".
Thus, I shall not pursue the matter.
In fact, I'll be flattered instead. :D !

我好难过,你会这么想。但我又能够做什么呢？
我已不想在禁止你的自由了。只要你开心,我已满足了。

2008-09-24T19:54:00.008+08:00

19:54 PM
Current Music: Because Of You

Hello peepos!
I was browsing through my Maple screenshots
& came across this screenshot(above).
I suddenly realised I kind of missed the times with my Maple friends.
Hahhaha, sounds comical or what?
But then, I don't play anymore. It's really a waste of time. :x

Ohyeah, today's Social Studies paper rock lah.
I'm so going to flunk it okay! D:
I didn't have time to finish the C&C,
& didn't do one essay & the reliability qns.
Shit, shit, shit.
& Thanks for all the concern friends! I'm feeling better already. (:
In fact, I'm gonna go out with Girlfy tmrw to shoppp! :D
Actually she's only accompanying me. Hahha.
Well, I hope I'll be able to find it...

2008-09-23T18:16:00.010+08:00

18:17 PM
Curent Music: When It Rains

D: D: D: D: D: !
I'm super sad lahs.
Didn't manage to finish my English paper.
Was about to finish my report writing, then started to feel unwell.
I can recognise that feeling, its those kind where I'm about to faint one.
I was like, shit, must tahan. !
But then cannot tahan already, so no choice luh.
The teacher was outside, so I had to walk out. :/
And.. I vomited right outside the door. -.-' !@#$%^&*
Grrr. It was so gross can. Lucky it wasnt alot.
& I was unable to walk all the way to the toilet,
which was at the other end. Walk a few steps then feel faint-ish. D:
My face was damn pale when I looked in the mirror.
Kind of shocked me sial. :/
Then Ms Tay called my mum, & I waited outside the staffroom.
Cabbed home & went to see a doctor.

Sorry Jy & di, gotta let you guys down. D:

After Mum left for work, Baby came to takecare of me.
Watched Hotshot, then went to rest awhile.
Gonna study Social Studies later on.
Thanks Baby, I love you. ♥♥♥ :D

2008-09-22T20:04:00.011+08:00

20:04 PM
Current Music: Innocence

School as per normal.
Wet weather programme, thus no need assemble.
Was feeling rather tired & drowsy.
& I kept dozing off during Amath lesson. D:
Then, Baby sent me home after school.

Tmrw's the start of exams already.
I'm gonna study hard no matter what.
At least I know I've did my best. (:

PS: Choonhui, cheerup alrights! I'll be here for you. ♥

男の子は、間違っているものを私に言う。

2008-09-21T22:30:00.004+08:00

22:30 PM
Current Music: Runaway

I'm practically slacking throughout this weekend. D:
Brought home all my books, but couldn't concentrate at all.
Plus my cough's not getting any better, in fact it's getting worse.

After tuition, went out with family to have dinner.
The japanese food is really nice, especially the takoyaki. :D
Went to the arcade and stayed till 9.45pm, then headed home.
Tmrw's tuition is cancelled.
Wahahhas. Gonna catch up with some sleep. :D:D

2008-09-20T22:03:00.020+08:00

22:03 PM
Current Music: What Makes You Different

I was supposed to study out today.
But then.. I couldnt concentrate & ended up staring at the paper. -.-'
Woke up late today, thus was late in meeting the seller.
Luckily I still managed to meetup with her. :B
Studied @ Lot1 library.
Saw Meilin & Fangtian, & they were like grinning at me. Rofl! :x
But then, the surroundings were really distracting.
Baby suggested going to woodlands', so we headed there. (:
Apart from being a little stuffy, the surroundings were okay.
In fact, I'm like the one disturbing the others.
Cause I kept coughing. :x It's getting worse by the day.
Hopefully it goes away before the exams come. D:

Bumped into Zhengrui, Chinboon & Elton while otw to the interchange.
Was unable to get away unnoticed cause Chinboon saw me. Lol :x
Then, bused home & had dinner with Mum @ the hawker centre. :D

I thought today was quite a perfect day. But I was wrong.
I shall stop putting such high hopes & expectations already.
Perhaps, it would be better this way. They are really killing me.

2008-09-19T00:33:00.004+08:00

12:33 AM
Current Music: What Makes You Different

I totally forgot there's a chem test like 8 hours later. Omgzxc! D:
But then again, I don't have the time already.
I'm just about to finish my second set of SEQ only.
Which means there's one more to go. ):

Girlfy just went off to sleep, and nobody's online to acc me. D:
Doesnt really matter. Cause I'm really sleepy already..
*Zzzzz...

Shall.. blog.. when.. I.. have.. the.. time..
*flops onto bed* xO

2008-09-18T15:58:00.002+08:00

15:58 PM
Current Music: Fall For You

Girlfy finally agreed to go with me! :D
& Stop using that to threaten me okay? Hahaha!

School as per normal.
Thing is, I forgot there was an Amath test today.
!@#$%"!@#$%^&*
So I didn't bring my tb home, didn't study, ...
And I'm so dead okay! D:<

Ohwell. Three more Socialstudies SEQ to go.
Shall update again later if I have the time :D

2008-09-17T23:21:00.003+08:00

23:21 PM
Current Music: To Be

*yawns.
Currently transferring data from my phone memory card to my thumbdrive. Nineteen more minutes to go. D:
Since I have nothing to do, might as well blog right. :D

Anyways, I finally came online after months of hibernation. Hahha!
Chatted with Jy, helped him with his blogskin as he was clueless about everything. Ahhah, but im onl halfway done. :x
Im really boreddddd!
Girlfy's kinda busy, juggling many conversations.
Junyang's offline. Chengying's internet is cut off. Erzi's offline.
Di's busy with dont-know-what as usual.
Hubby's gone to nowhere. & He doesn't pick up my calls. ):

2008-09-16T22:39:00.010+08:00

22:39 PM
Current Music: Larger Than Life

Hello peopleee!
I just changed my blogskin. (:
Pardon me for not blogging for the past few weeks. Have been blogging in my private blog instead, cause didn't feel like blogging here. (for certain reasons :/)

Exams start next week!
& I haven't really started revising.
Goddd, I can't risk failing any subjects. D:
I need at least an A2 to pass my overall Chemistry marks leys! Tsktsk.

Girlfy, I'm proud of you.
You've managed to get over things & start over. I should really start learning from you luhs. Ahhah! Stay strong, smile always! ♥♥♥

2008-09-14T15:06:00.003+08:00

15:06 PM
Current Music: Stay

Tuition cancelled. (!!!)
I was kinda looking forward to it. Hahah!
Anyways, went to Imm for lunch with Daddy and sis.
We ate at Secret Recipe. And I love the cheesecake! :D
Daddy told me I would get fat if im gonna eat it everyday.
(cos he knows im afraid of putting on weight :x)
But.. I told him I can control! Ahhahah.
After lunch, went around the shops to look for volleyball.
But then its out of stock. D:

Headed home, watched KO One. 3 more episodes! :D
I stopped watching for a few months but thought of continuing since im almost finishing it.

2008-09-13T18:30:00.001+08:00

18:30 PM
Current Music: Never Say Goodbye

I love the rain.
HSK Exam today.
Reported @ school before setting off for RVHS.
Their holding site is much, much better than ours can!
Its kinda nice in my opinion. (:
During the listening compre, I kinda fell asleep.
I mean, for like a few seconds only lah. :x
I hope I won't score badly for the paper, cause its quite easy.
Then, actually wanted to go back w sis, but she wasn't free.
Blah. So headed home, watched Hot Shot. (:

After sister's violin lesson, met up with her @ Westmall for dinner.
Went to the arcade, played DDR & Time Crisis till 10plus.

PS: I miss hubby.

2008-08-15T23:25:00.007+08:00

23:25 PM
Current Music: Everytime

Maybe I should just stop.
Stop myself from all those curiousity.
They are killing me.
I already knew the answer. I knew it.
Just one look, and everything gone bust.
But.. I'll get used to it. I know I will and I can do it. (:
Just wait and see. I won't be beaten so easily.
I've overcome so many things, gotten used to the things you do.
One more won't hurt.

Stay strong girl. You can do it. (:
--
I wonder what became of my parents.
Seriously, I don't understand why they act in this way.
Stop suspecting, doubting me please uh.
Sometimes its really too outrageous.

To this particular guy:
Please stop pestering me for goodness sake uhs?! I'd appreciate it. (:

Oh, and thanks Danny for everything yestd! Haha :D:D:D

2008-08-13T21:53:00.009+08:00

MISS ADILA!
Don't anyhow say uhs. Don't die.
You can do better the next time round, say EOY?
Smile, cheer up alrights? Give me a call anytime okay?
Don't make all of us worry. :/

I am officially sick.
Headaches since saturday, and I'm running a fever now. D:
Not really surprising, I always fall sick during exams. Gahhh. ):

2008-08-08T16:51:00.004+08:00

We won the cheering competition! :D
Like omfgzxc! I was so happy that I cried. Lololol. :D:D:D
Everybody was super high.
& Today was one of the most memorable time I had with 3L1.
I ♥ 3L1 to bits! Rock on guys!

2008-08-07T23:09:00.003+08:00

Common tests are up next week.
To say the truth, I'm pretty scared.
Gotta clear at least 6 subjects, and I doubt I can do it. Seriously. ._.
Won't be online till the common tests are over, so miss me ya! :D

Everything I do, seems to be wrong to you.
No matter how hard I try, my efforts are always futile.
Now I know, this is reality. This is the real you.
When will things be back to normal, when will everything be like what it was before?
I've woken up from this illusion; it's like a neverending dream.

2008-07-31T23:40:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday CY.Brother! (:
Good luck and all the best in everything uhs! [;
I wonder how you're coping? Anything can approach me ya.
Hopefully, you're doing well now. Imy eh. Haha, love ya! :D

2008-07-29T20:27:00.003+08:00

I suddenly hate going to school.
Everything's getting !@#$%^&* again.
History repeats, once more.

2008-07-26T21:15:00.011+08:00

在那一瞬间,我突然明白了.

Hello ♥
Didn't have a proper sleep today, kept waking up at different intervals. Ugh. ): Anyws, was supposed to go to my primary school's Open House with di, but turned out he had a fight to settle. In the end, Sister decided to go w me. :D Waited for her to change, which took like half an hour. Lol. When we reached the school, some primary school kids were already leaving. Two guys kept staring at us when we went in. Zzz. Didn't see anyone familiar, except Nesrine and a few teachers. We didn't stay for long as there was nothing much to do. Saw the same two guys at the gate, and they did the same thing. Lol, do we look like aliens or smth? ._. Trained back to Westmall for lunch and headed to Jurongeast arcade. Played the drums, basketball and ddr. :D

Trained and bused to East Coast, with Sister's daddy showing us the way. Quarreled w Baby, and was pretty down. While walking to Ecp, Baby called. Couldn't give him a definite answer at that moment, which kind of pissed him off. Offed the phone right after the call, but sister told me to just leave it on. Baby called and said he wanted to meet, so waited for him @ Mac. When he reached, we had a little talk and everything was okay after that. :/

Went to 7 eleven to buy food before cycling. It was a long time since I last cycled, so Baby taught me. :D After a few attempts, managed to get it right. But I'm still a little unbalanced. Accidentally bumped into somebody, and it was damn embarrassing lah. ;x Joined his family for awhile, then went off to play w the sand. Shall post the pics the next time round. :D

2008-07-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hello guys ♥
Just got home around 10.35pm, bathed, and here I am. :D
Basically, I enjoyed the A square program, something like night study that the Sec fours are having. I want more sessions! Next week's the last day already. D:
Oh yeah, I am darn pissed by Mr Matthew Lim okay! He's as bias as any other teacher I know. Well, other than a few exceptions. First period was Chemistry, we went to the lab to finish up work and watch a video. While Sophia and I were talking, I got called out.

Mr Lim : "Eh you."
Then he motions for me to come out.
Mr Lim : "Why do you keep talking? For the past few lessons also like that."
Me : "What? I ask her Chem thing mah."
Mr Lim : "Chemistry lesson no need ask Chem thing one. Just pay attention to the video."
Me : "I don't know cannot ask?"
Mr Lim : "No need. You better stop talking. One detention class for you."
Me : "Z. Orh. -.-"

Screw you. -'-
Do I look like I'm talking to myself? Want punish also at least two people right. I'm not a retard who talks to myself. -.- Lmao, I see you scolding and picking on the same people. Aren't you being a little too bias? It's not like I'm the only one talking in the class. Zzz.

There was no Pe, so slacked in class. Had Welfare meeting at the back of the class. Yeah, and some people really do piss me off big time. Apparently, they seem to be deaf or at least pretend that they are. Whichever it is, I don't give a damn. Whole of Sec threes went to the hall during Read period, had a few short skits and watched a hilarious video. Otw back to class, some guy did some thing or whatsoever. Don't know who the hell did it, and I have no intention in elaborating further either. :/

Bused to Westmall, saw Wenfa, Fiona, Emilyn and Eunice. (: Met w Baby @ Outram otw to Lavender. I love his kid photo, it's sooo cute! :D Hahaha. After collecting his passport, we trained to Vivo and had lunch at Superdog. Trained back to Cck, bought bubbletea for Adila before heading back to schl for the A square program. The program turned out quite useful and enjoyable. At least I understood what they were trying to say. :D

2008-07-24T21:59:00.001+08:00

Sister's coming back today.
More liveliness back in the house. :D

Stayed back for Ymp. Went to Mp3 and 4 with 3a,b,c. The teachers showed us the pictures taken during the Bazaar a few weeks ago. Surprisingly and most unfortunately, there was a full body picture of me. Like omfg, felt so damn paiseh. ._. Especially when some people talked crap. Lol. After that, joined 3c to share our reflections regarding the Bazaar. Crapped a little and zhao immediately. ;x

After school, slacked w Baby @ my house. He pon schl today. Lolll. :/

2008-07-24T11:54:00.001+08:00

baby !
surprised i blogged your blog? ! boo.
imy ):

PIGGGG ! :D

i love you

2008-07-23T23:37:00.011+08:00

I can't help being _____ , can I?
Sometimes I wish I don't have feelings at all.

Rained. Managed to reach schl without getting drenched. Clocked in as usual.
We had 听写 during Mt, and I forgot to hand in the work I rushed through last night. Blah. ): Was kinda sleepy today, as I had little sleep yestd. Eyelids kept drooping during the last few minutes of Social Studies. ;x The exchange students came in @ 11.30, during the Cme period. The girls are pretty, I love their long eyelashes. LOL. :D After hearing what subjects were offered at their schl, most of our class students were like, 'I want to migrate to India.' Rofl! They have Psychology, Fashion, etc. Zomg, their subjects are appealing. Discussed about r/s and stuff aft that, and teacher was particularly interested in the boys' opinions and views. Lol.

Assembly. Talked about school values and dk what, I can't rmb. :/
I didn't know there were so many complaints and negative remarks from the public about our schl's students. Then Vp talked about the A square program, and I knew for certain I would get chosen. Haha. Not quite a bad idea luh, most probably would attend it although it isn't compulsory. :D Went for Band aft that, and it was not too bad luh. (:

2008-07-21T22:13:00.005+08:00

Whenever I look at the sky ..
School was fine today.
Woke up in the morning feeling quite down. Didn't feel like going to schl, but I still went in the end. Assembled, then Yi Jie told me I passed my second Bio quiz. I was like, just passed?! :O Lol. First period was Amaths, and apparently Mr Ng wasn't in a good mood. Luckily I handed in my work on time. :/ Surprisingly, I didn't fell asleep throughout his lesson too. Haha! :D After that was English, then recess. Chionged Bio hwk all the way, as I onl got to know the hwk today. Lmao. Bio lesson, Ms Aza announced the results for the quiz. I didn't get into SOB. Like, zomg! I was really surprised.. And elated. Gotta study hard for the class test on thursday. Gambateh peeps! (:

Went to find Baby after school. Wanted to collect his passport initially, but there wasn't enough time, so he postponed it. Bused to Sengkang, then trained to BukitBatok. Sorry darling, I hope both your arms are okayyy. ):

I love you.

2008-07-20T23:45:00.004+08:00

I detest Sundays.

Met up w Baby at Westmall. Wanted to watch 'The Dark Knight', but there wasn't any time slot available anymore. Lunched at Old Chang Kee, saw Choonhui dearest after 94358640861 years. Haha! :D Begged Baby to allow me to have bubbletea. Lol, I think it's more of him having not much of a choice. ;x After that, went to Jurongeast arcade. Played the drums and basketball. :D Had dinner at Delifrance, then Baby sent me home. (:

Rewind please.

2008-07-17T00:00:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Adila! (:
Takecare of yourself girl, don't take too much candy.
See, now lost your voice again. Lololol. :x Glad you enjoyed your day today. :D
All the best in everything okays! Saya cintakan kamu♥.

Today's timetable is the most boring of all days. Gahhh. Mt, Chem, English, Emaths, Biology, Emaths remedial. And Chemistry was totally.. -.- Esp when Mr Lee punished me when I asked smth about chem. Lmao, he did that the prev lesson too. Zzz.

After school, bused to Lot1 w Adila, Zhengrui, Chin Boon nd Xiaohui. Supposed t lunch tgt, but Adila had t go off for certain reasons. Went off a little later and trained t yck. Met Baby at the busstop. Waited for him t finish his bath, then trained t wm. Had dinner and homed. (:

2008-07-16T21:23:00.004+08:00

I wonder what went wrong.
What can I say? Sometimes I really don't understand you.

Chemistry test, 100% failure. Lol, I didn't study at all. ;x
Stayed back for Band, brought home instrument to practise.
Bused to Westmall to wait for Baby and saw Eunice. :D
Had dinner at Koufu. Things weren't going well, misunderstandings kept erupting.
Gah, I hate it when we're like this. ):

Please don't let your mind run wild again. D:

2008-07-15T23:38:00.008+08:00

Hellooo! ♥
Ended school at 12.30 due to 'N' or 'O' level orals, can't rmb. Stayed in schl till 1.15pm, then headed to Westmall w Girlfy. Saw Erzi, then decided to lunch at Pasta as he still owes me a meal. :D:D:D In the end, he qing both of us. Muahas. ;x Chitchatted, then raided Erzi's inbox and outbox. LOLOL! Food arrived. Erzi don't like cheese, but I purposely go put on his food. Hahaha! Then I kept putting cheese in mine, till I emptied the bottle. And both of them were like O.O, giving me those kind of weird look. Rofl! I love the cheese okay. :D

After that, walked around Westmall for awhile. Sorry erzi, scratched your hand dao got blood. ><' Who ask you try to bully me. LOLOLOL. See, 后果不堪设想. Hahaha!

Went off to find Baby, and Girlfy had to return to schl for her oral. Told erzi to bring her to the busstop in case she got lost, but he didnt cause he lost sight of her. Partly cause he walks too slow ya? :D Lol, luckily she managed to find her way. If not, erzi you die. ;x

Rained. Met w Baby, then bused to Compass Point and walked around abit. Trained back to Bukitbatok and slacked at the library. Had dinner at Old Chang Kee before going home. (:

2008-07-13T22:08:00.005+08:00

Mass Danceee! :D

Went to school for the multi-racial mass dance challenge organised by Mediacorp. Reached around 1.35pm, and the students already gathered at the Basketball court. Approximately 700plus people joined in the dance. :D Danced till around 4plus, had a break, then had filming after that. They kept retaking, cause of a few problems. Couldn't take it after awhile, felt like fainting. ._. Lol, then Principal and Sabrina asked if I was okay. Fell out, walked back to the canteen. Vp asked me the same thing, then told me t drink water. Lol. ;x Rested at the canteen and msged Baby. Waited for the filming to end, then went off w Adila. (:

2008-07-08T01:34:00.003+08:00

I'm not gonna show it anymore.
Everything's gonna be fine then. No worries, nothing. (:

Currently chatting w Baby♥ and doing English hwk. :D
I'm still left w E & Amaths. Man, my eyelids are drooping already. I doubt I'll be able to concentrate in class tmrw luh. Was on the phone w Yi Jie a few minutes ago, and we discussed about the Mt compo and chatted abit. She hasn't finished her work yet, Girlfy♥ too. Ahhah. Gambateh guys! :D

2008-07-07T23:42:00.005+08:00

School Holiday.

Went to Vivo to catch 'The Strangers' w Baby. Not a very nice movie, there was no plot to start with. It wasn't really scary, but I still didnt dare look at certain times. ;x Some people were screaming, making so much noise. -.-' How inconsiderate. Then came out of the cinema, saw Russel w his friends at the seats. Had lunch at Superdog, then headed to Pasir ris arcade and played the drums w Baby. It was damn fun. :D

Trained back, and home sweet home. (:

2008-07-06T22:49:00.003+08:00

Happy Youth Day! :D

Went to find Baby at his house, then his parents fetched us to Downtown East. Actually wanted to attend the cosplay fair on both days, but couldn't make it. Sorry Zhengrui! D: Reached, looked around for Zr and co., but couldn't find them. Msged her, then walked around abit. The people dressed up so style cans! :D But not all luh. Msged Zr a few times, but still couldn't find her. In the end finally called, rofl. Cb and Xiaohui were there too. Chatted for awhile, then went off.

Walked to Baby's aunt's house. Slacked, kinda boring luh. Watched a movie, and I think it's M18 or what. Lol, but I find it okay. Hahaha! ;x Then gave his cousin 听写, cause Baby dk how to read some of e words. LOLOL. :D After that, went to the arcade w his cousins. Played the drums w Baby, and it was damn fun. :D Baby, you still owe me leis! Don't forget. Hahaha.

2008-07-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! ♥
Some random photos taken today from the Ndp preview.
I didn't bother to use the camera although I brought it there to take pictures. Rofl. ;x
Andand, the fireworks display was prettaye! :D

2008-07-04T22:41:00.016+08:00

I kept telling myself over and over again, not to repeat the same thing, but I..

Tell me what's l.o.v.e {/:
Fxck luh. Computer keeps lagging. I know its common, but who cares.
I'm seriously not in a good mood now. Zzz. -.-
Just put down the phone, and it rang again. Fuckkk, no peace.

The school Bazaar today was okay. Reached school @ around 7am, and luckily I wasn't the latest. Hahaha :D Went over to the Oracle canteen w Yi Jie to join the others. Assembled @ basketball court, then had aerobics exercise. Girlfy♥ and I stood behind the class. Most of the students were like stagnant, except for those enthu ones in front. Saw Mr Lee trying to convince some people to join in the exercise, but wasn't successful. :/

Setup and prepared the booth after that. Was placed on the third shift, so went to the hall to watch the Bpian Idol w Wan Er. Missed Sophia's performance as we went downstairs to grab a drink. D: This year's Bpian Idol is a Secondary Four girl. Second was Sophia, and third a Secondary Two guy. I kinda forgot the names. Congratulations anyw! :D

Stayed back awhile for debrief. After that, went over to Yck to wait for Baby♥ . Trained to Novena and Baby♥ had his lunch there. Headed back to Westmall, then walked over to my house and slacked @ the voiddecks till 8 plus.

2008-07-04T01:28:00.009+08:00

Saya cintakan kamu♥.
Went to school as per normal, clocked in, assembled. :D
Mt, went through 报章报道. Teacher asked whose parents are teachers.
He was shocked when Yi Jie raised her hand. LOLOLOL.
He was like, "哇,你妈妈是老师哦? Yi Jie, 不要吓我leh." Lmaos.
Recess with Girlfy♥, chatted about some things. Cheer up okay! I will be here for you. [: During Emaths, Mr Tan talked until.. his saliva came flying out on to me. I was like, eeew? -.-
Then Biology lesson, had some kind of game. Splitted into groups, work to be handed in next week. Ughhh, loads of homework to be completed this weekend. D:
Anyw, tmrw's the school bazaar, and I gotta reach school early. ):
Luckily I'm in the same group with Wan Er and Sophia, hahaha!
BUT. I'm gonna be one of the 'moles', getting thrown at. Lol, omgzxc lah.

New rule enforced : No speaking of any other languages except English during lessons, other than Mother Tongue, Recess, etc. If not, $0.20 per word to be paid towards the class fund.

Stayed back till 2.10, slacked and listened to songs.
Sophia's gonna send me some of her songs, i hope. :D
Went to Yck to meet Baby♥. Trained to Bishan, walked around for awhile before bus-ing to East Coast. Had dinner at a coffeeshop, then headed off. Had some weird feeling w Baby♥ initially, but all was okay after that. Thanks erzi for th concern. (:
I love you, Baby♥.

; Withloves♥

2008-07-03T00:36:00.011+08:00

Soo emo.
* Shhh, toutou take one. Hahaha ! :D
Sleepy, restless.
Don't know why I kept dozing off during class this few days. Gahhh. Stayed back for band today, my instrument's finally in good shape. Cause I got a new one instead. Hahaha :D Too bad I couldn't accompany Zhengrui to buy some things in the afternoon. Sorry uh! ): Then after band, met up w Baby♥ at Westmall, and accompanied him to have his dinner.

Ms Aza : " Who has completed the five hours? "
Me : * Raises hand.
Ms Aza : * Looks at me. " You cleared the five hours? "
Me : * Nods head.
Ms Aza : " Well done! "

Mmm, guess she didn't expect me to finish them yet.
Hahaha! So I'm free for this week. :D * weets !

; Withloves♥

2008-07-02T00:37:00.005+08:00

Hellooo♥
Chatting w Baby♥ on the phone now. :D He keeps bullying me! Roar. Mt test on all the 成语 today. Didn't study at all siol, lmaos. Except for a few, but I didn't even bother to study the meanings cause I thought it was spelling luh. Once I got the paper, I was like, ' Great, hand in blank paper! :D '. Haha. Then Yi Jie showed me what she filled in. 救人一命,谢天谢地; 三个臭皮匠,四个臭农夫. LOLLL! Her answers on the last page all crappy. :D

Went over to Baby's house aft school as band was postponed to tmrw.
Gonna be a long day tmrw. ):

; Withloves♥

2008-07-01T11:43:00.011+08:00

Tagged by Baby♥ and Rayen.
Some questions different only. :D

#1 What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
Boyfriend.
#2 Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Hardly ever, unless I want to be alone.
#3 What happened at 10.00am today?
In school, having recess.
#4 When did you last cry?
Yesterday.
#5 What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Waffles and bread.
#6 What do you want in your life right now?
Do well in my subjects.
#7 Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Depends.
#8 What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
That pillow. :D
#9 What bottom are you wearing now?
Pe shorts.
#10 What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
I don't know, lazy find. Hahaha. :D
#11 Do you tend to make a relationships complicated?
Uh, not really?
1#2 Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.
#13 What was the last movie you caught?
Get Smart.
#14 What are you proud of?
I don't know? o.o
#15 What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
' Leveled up twice already. (: lol, my friend's girl called me. later he bash me. )': '. LOL!
#16 What was the last song you sang out loud?
Everytime.
#17 Do you have any nicknames?
Yeah.
#18 What does your last received text message say?
' No hor. ): you whr got. Hmph. B doing wad '. o.o
#19 What time did you go to bed last night?
2.30 am .
#20 Are you currently happy?
Mmm, guess so.
#21 Who gives you best advice?
Kate, Adila, Edwin, Daniel, Jia Ling, Andrew.
#22 Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Erm, nope?
#23 Who did you talk on phone last night?
Baby♥.
#24 Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes.
#25 What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Baby♥.
#26 Do you wear toe socks?
Nope.
#27 Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Andrew.
#28 Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah, sigh.
#29 What annoys you most in a person?
Keep probing, asking questions which I don't wanna answer.
#30 Do you have a crush on anyone?
Nope, not now.
#31 Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope.
#32 What is the colour of your room?
Yellow.
#33 Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Of course not. -.-
#34 Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
Erh, yeah?
#35 Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
Me and only me! :D
#36 Who was the last person to hug you?
Baby♥.
#37 What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
Depends on who it is, haha.
#38 Do you have a life?
You can say yes, you can also say no.
#39 Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
Yes. ;x
#40 What is the reason behind your profile song?
Secret. :D
#41 Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Baby♥.
#42 Last time you smiled?
A few seconds ago.
#43 Have you changed this year?
Yes.
#44 What are you listening to right now?
Almost here.
#45 Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yes, Baby♥. :D
#46 Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
Open, LOL.
#47 Is there a quote you live by?
Not really. I prefer to live my own life.
#48 Do you want someone you can't have?
Yes. D:
#49 Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes.
#50 What was the worst idea you've had in week?
Can't remember.
#51 What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Using the computer.
#52 Are you happy with your love life right now?
Yes of course. :D
#53 What song(s) describe your love life?
Quite a few, lazy to list out. ;x
#54 Does the person know that you like him/her?
Uhm?
#55 Who always make you laughs?
Baby♥, Yutat, Edwin, Sister, Andrew.
#56 Do you speak other language other than English?
Yes of course.
#57 Are you blond?
Nope.
#58 What's your middle name?
Weixuan? o.o'
#59 What are you doing tomorrow ?
Attend school.
#60 What do you think you are like?
I don't know, lazy think. :/
#61 Who will you choose to die with?
Nobody. Their life is precious. (:
#62 Where have you been today?
School, Baby's house.
#63 What game do you play often?
I don't play games anymore. :D
#64 Who are you missing right now?
Baby♥.
#65 If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
Hard to decide. Both are important to me. D:
#66 What are you doing right now?
Talking on phone w Baby♥, smsing.
#67 Which primary school are you from?
Bukit Timah Primary.
#68 Name 3 colours that you like.
Pink, Sky blue, Red.
#69 What emotion you like to show?
Uhm, alot.
#70 What is life to you?
A game?
#71 If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Find people to talk to.
#72 Who did you last chat in msn today?
Nobody, didn't go on. (:
#73 Who do you admire the most?
I don't know. :/
#74 Which month are you born in?
May.
#75 How are you feeling right now?
Bored, tired.
#76 What is the time now?
11.45 pm .
#77 Where are you now?
Home, in front of my computer.
#78 What colour did you use to dye hair?
Never dye.
#79 Why are you doing this test?
Baby♥ and Rayen's request. D:
#80 What do you do when you're moody?
Become emotional? Find people to talk to.
#81 At which age you wish to get marry?
25? Depends.
#82 Who is more important to you?
Baby♥, friends, family.
#83 Do you think you have enough confident?
Nope.
#84 Who is the person you trust the most?
Baby♥, Adila, Kate, Edwin, Jia Ling.
#85 Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes.
#86 If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
My dream. LOL {:
#87 What is your goal for this year?
No failures, better grades at the very least. (:
#88 Do you believe in eternity love?
Nope.
#89 What do you love?
Baby♥, friends, family, shopping, sleeping.
#90 Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes!
#91 What feeling you hate the most?
Being left out, annoyed, betrayed.
#92 Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes of course.
#93 Do you believe in God?
Not really, but sometimes.
#94 Who cares for you the most?
Baby♥, Adila, Edwin, Kate, Andrew, Jia Ling.
#95 What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Uhh.?
#96 What'll you bring when you fight?
Dagger? Lol, random. :D
#97 What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Secret.
#98 What would you feel that everyone no longer cares for you?
Sad, depressed.
#99 What if your stead two-timed you?
Disappointed, hurt & confused.
#100 What do you want now?
Sleeppppp ! :D

People tagged :
[x] Adila, Edwin, Sophia, Choonhui, Tinghui, Chengying, Fengyu, Yutat.

2008-07-01T00:30:00.005+08:00

Brokened, into a thousand pieces.

I managed to say it out. But so what? I don't know how much longer I can hold on. It's been so tiring. You don't know how I feel literally. And I actually thought you knew, so I waited. And waited. Thinking that you might one day change. I guess by hinting, it wasn't enough. Sometimes, I wonder if what you said to me made sense to you at all. Because it seems that whatever you said, applies to you much more. I seriously hate being straightforward at times, it's difficult. Whenever I say I refuse saying something, there's always a reason behind it. I know we promised to tell each other everything, but sometimes its just so hard. As for now, just leave things as it is. You don't have to change, cause, as I said, I will get used to it someday.. maybe.

Tmrw's gonna suck like hell.
Whatever, I'm not gonna give a damn to anything else anymore.
My presence is just a pain to the eyes.

Love can be so hard.

; Withloves♥

2008-06-30T22:10:00.011+08:00

Fxck it all, z.
If only I was blind, then I wouldn't have seen all those.
And start all the trouble again.

Blahblahblah. I still have one Bio concept map and 2 exercises of Amaths not done. But whatever, I seriously have no mood now. I'm not gonna blog it out here, only those who read my private blog will understand. So yeah, it's back to square one. I'm starting to doubt myself all over again. -'-

Ps: Desmond kor, takecare of your hand hor! Soo careless. :/

; Withloves♥

2008-06-29T23:37:00.011+08:00

Woke up at 6am to prepare for the Scrabble Comp @ Downtown East. Fengyu called me, though it wasn't necessary. Cause I was up already. Hahaha! First time I managed to wake up early for scrabble comp. I was almost always late, cause I tend to oversleep. :/ Mummy fetched me to Jurong East Interchange, then I trained to Pasir Ris w the rest. Reached there around 8 plus. We got RI for our first game. -.- I remember playing w them the other time, the same team. Eeew. Then competed w other four teams. Managed to beat one RI guy, was like so damn happy. HAHA. I mean, they're so smart. Haha, might be due to luck though. And I wasn't feeling quite well during the match, thus I kept putting simple words. :( Took a photo w the team before heading back to the interchange. My phone battery went flat and had to borrowed from Nicholas. Thanks :D

2008-06-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Agnes.
Kinda similar to the other quiz. But shall still do it. :D

#1 What’s your ambition?
A secret, *shhh. {:
#2 Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
Both?
#3 Who is the person you trust most?
Baby, Adila, Kate, Edwin, Jia Ling.
#4 Do you think you have enough confidence?
Nope.
#5 Who is your idol?
Uhm, quite alot.
#6 Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.
#7 What is your goal for this year?
No more failures.
#8 Do you believe in eternity love?
Nope.
#9 Have you broken someone’s heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
Erh, I don't know?
#10 What feeling do you love most?
Being loved, cherished, happy.
#11 What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Understanding, loving, caring, devoted.
#12 List out 5 of your best friends
Adila, Edwin, Kate, Yutat, JiaLing.
#13 Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes of course. :D
#14 Describe your now self in 3 words.
Tired, stressed out, emotional. ;x
#15 What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Baby, friends, family.
#16 Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
A nice and friendly person. {:
#17 What have you done to please yourself?
Studied harder.
#18 If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
Year 2004.
#19 What do you want most for your birthday?
A secret, *guessguess ! :D
#20 Do you have a dream?
Yes of course. :D

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D Congrats to those that were tagged.

[x] Baby, Edwin, Adila, Choonhui, Tinghui.

2008-06-26T01:30:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday, Meilin♥ !
Wish you all th best in everything, study hard okays! :D

I kept falling alseep in class today.
Although I had 7 hours of sleep, which is like !@#$%^&* rare cans.
Plus, there was band today, though a boring one for me.
My rig chipped off quite alot, so I couldn't blow. Gahhh. D:
Met up w Baby♥ for awhile, and slacked at Westmall.
Two more days, Boy. {:

; Withloves♥

2008-06-24T23:21:00.007+08:00

Fxck, your skin is so thick ain’t it? Stop calling me please.
You’re flooding my inbox with messages, damn.

Mr Lee : “ Did your pass your chem? ”
Me : “ Uhm, nope. ”
Mr Lee : “ Aiyoh, why never pass. Your file all done nicely, why like that. ”
Me : “ Erm… ._. ”

Rofl, my chemistry is just that lousy lah. Ohwell, shall buckup! :D
English lesson, went through some oral stuffs. Like eew, how I dislike oral. D:
Except for the reading part. (; Was one of the unlucky ones made to read the passage.
Haha, but he gave me a range of 8 to 9 over 12. That’s an A? ;x
Formclass, Miss Aza told us about getting the As and stuff. Get 7A1s for ‘O’ levels w 75% attendance for the two years, three gifts awaiting for you to claim.
And it’s !@#$%^&* expensive, I tell you. D:
Then during Amaths, Mr Ng talked about the Euro Cup. LOLOL! He’s cuteee. :D
Last period was Biology, but only had half an hour of class as teacher had to leave early.
Blah, but we still had to stayback to do homework. Just 3 more hours to clear! :D
--
Teacher talked to us about this piece of news, ‘ Pregnant for 46 years ’. There was this lady who had this baby in her body for like 46 years? It wasn’t delivered at the time of labour, but then pain suddenly stopped. At that time, people in her village believed in black magic and stuff. So while some people thought it was the work of black magic, others say that she might not have been pregnant at all. But 46 years from then, the excruciating pain came back, so the woman went for a checkup. After various scans, it became clear that the white object just outside her womb was a baby which was supposed to be borned 46 years ago. Ugh okay, that was what the teacher said, though not exactly similar. But still.. eew. ><’

; Withloves♥

2008-06-21T23:50:00.004+08:00

Damn, I forgot again.

I really have stm. Omgzxc lah, sorry Di !
I keep forgetting to help you w things you asked me to do. LOLLL! Sorry sorry sorry. ):
Today, went to Changi to send Baby♥’s sis off. Supposed to go over to his house first, but didn’t have enough time. Daddy fetched me to Jurongeast interc., and then trained from there. :D Met Baby♥ at T2. Waited for quite long luh, then had lunch w his parents. Around 4plus, went over to Vivo w Baby♥ to watch ‘Get Smart’. There was two hours before the movie started, so we sat down and slacked all the way. Super boring, hahaa. :x One more day before school reopens, i can't wait. (uh-huh?) :/

; Withloves♥

2008-06-20T23:14:00.010+08:00

I’m backkk! :D
But not for long. Gotta finish my holiday homework. Chatting with Yutat on the phone now, he’s scared of i don't know what, tsktsk. Anyw, had study group today. Accompanied Daniel to collect his ‘O’ level cert, then went to Lot1 library. Studied halfway, heard someone making a weird noise on my left. But didn’t bother at first. Turned out a guy wanted to borrow a stapler. Haha.

Random photos taken during my trip to Malaysia. :D

2008-06-18T10:10:00.010+08:00

Hello all :D
Will be going overseas till tmrw. Miss me kay :D
& Boyf's still sleeping, i guess. D:
Shall blog again after i've done with the other skin.
Will miss all of youuu. :D

Sayonara♥ .
--
I've been thinking alot these few days.
Wonder what has been happening.
Things have changed. And it will again, now and in the future.

2008-06-16T12:28:00.002+08:00

girlfy :D
bloggg more offtenn.
i the always helping u :/
lol lol lol.
i love you alot ):

2008-06-14T11:07:00.002+08:00

I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!
I love MrsPiggy HULK :D!

DARLING, take care of yourself kay. i love you . :D
28o4o8;
promiese to b tgther forever.

2008-06-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Baby♥.

#1 if your lover betray you, wad will your first reaction be?
Hny. Hurt, depressed .
#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
My Dream♥. Hahaha! :D
#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
Unforgettable?
#4 are you confuse as to wad lies ahead of you?
Yeah.
#5 what's your ideal lover like?
Sweet, devoted, caring, understanding.
#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved. :D
#7 how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
If the person's worth it, it doesn't matter how long.
#8 if the person you secretly like is attached, wad would you do?
Wish him all the best.
#9 is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
Yeah. D:
#10 are you in love or being loved now?
Both. :D
#11 how do you see yourself in ten years' time?
Idk. Working? ;x
#12 who are currently the most important ppl to you?
Baby♥, Friends, Family.
#13 what kind of person do you think the person had tagged you is?
[Baby] Hmm. Super nice and sweet. And PIG. :D
#14 would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Eh, secret. ;x
#15 what is the first thing you do every morning?
I'd think, 'What day is today?' .
#16 would you give all in a relationship?
Yes of course.
#17 if you fall in love with 2 ppl simuntaneously, who would you pick?
The one I love more?
#18 what type of friends do you like?
Those who will be with you through all ups and downs, and those who don't pangseh.
#19 what would you like to do with your boy?
Anything, everything .
#20 what would you name your children in the future?
Next time then say. :D

People tagged ;
[x] Edwin
[x] Yu Tat
[x] Rayen
[x] Choon Hui
[x] Cheng Ying

2008-06-09T09:58:00.008+08:00

Iamsuchanidiot. :/

Morning readers :D
Going out w sist soonnn. Have breakfast, then arcade. She takes such a long time to change. Ahwell. :p

2008-06-08T13:44:00.002+08:00

HI ALL :D
i hve nthg to blog also :/
anyw i not weixuan :D lalalalala!
i love you MRSPIGGY :D

2008-06-05T23:50:00.008+08:00

Brother, do cheer up ! :(

Woke up real early today. Mapled @ private server. ;)

01 June ;
Happy 3rd year, Kate! HAHA.
Girl, thankyou for everything ; you've always been there for me. Being my listening ear, tolerating my crappyness, cheering me up at times. Life would be so different w/o you. Although we're being separated by the seas, i hope, we'll stay this close in future. I love you, bestie :DD

31 May ;
Watched 张栋梁演唱会, and I did enjoy it, though I was unable to take pictures. My phone camera sucks, ahah. Sister and I were taking videos, though it ain't even clear. HAHA.

2008-05-30T12:23:00.005+08:00

Holidays are soo boring.

Went to Woodlands Civic Centre mac to discuss the Bio project yesterday.

And I lost my key the day before, and it's the third time I'm losing it. Sigh. I'm getting more careless. :(

2008-05-30T11:40:00.006+08:00

Quizzz . Asked to do by rayen . O:

Rules - Bloggers who have been tagged have to start with 10 random facts about themselves . At the end of this , you have to choose 10 people and tag them about this quiz .

1. I love chocolates .
2. I love baby more than he loves me . O:
3. I wear specs .
4. I cherish the people around me .
5. I love musiccc ! :D
6. I dont like hurting people .
7. I can be hardworking if I want to . :x
8. I hope to fulfil my own dreams .
9. I love hanging out late . :D
10. Sometimes I feel that life is so meaningless .

People tagged ;

[x] Shiguan Baby♥
[x] Adila
[x] Edwin
[x] Choonhui
[x] Tinghui
[x] Yutat
[x] Sister
[x] Sophia
[x] Eunice
[x] Candy

2008-05-30T09:47:00.002+08:00

ahhh!
shiguan is here blogging .
guess u guy duno who is this .
LOLLL!
her blog is rotting rotting rotting rotting :/
i comeee savveee her blogg! ;x
weixuan now is slpinnnnng lyk a pigg!
hahahahahhaha !

happpy one mnth 4 days my dear !
let this r/s continue continue . nvr ending .
i love you.

2008-05-21T23:09:00.003+08:00

Sorry Edwin, guess I've been neglecting you a little too much. Been too busy. :( So many things have happened. But i'll still be here for you, as your listening ear, whatever it is. Thanks for all those encouragement too. ♥♥♥

--
School sucks today -.-
No mood these few days, life's so unfair, and I hate this reality.

Hui Shi : Thanks girl :D Will de ,ahha .
life sux~ : What emo . Uhh ,idk what you saying ><
shiguan : GOT. See th evidence. Bigbig ! HAHA :D iloveyou more :D
Kate : Updated :x Haha ! I love you too :D
life sux~ : OMGZXZ . What the fk you saying -.-' ! Call you ahbeng nicer. HAHA :D
eunice : Omgzxz ,eunice ! :D Yeah ,meet up soon uh ! Haha ,didn see you . Quite sometime ago right . :x
shiguan : Is you infect w your virus . Then everybody also tio :x LOL.
life sux~ : HAHAHA :x man man lai . Relax ,hah .
bOO : Hello girl ! :D
life sux~ : o.o Thanks ,will de . Tagged liao . :D
shiguan : Thens you stupidest :D LOLOL . iloveyou (:

2008-05-20T23:42:00.003+08:00

14th. Happy Birthday ChoonHui Dearest ! :D
17th. Happy Birthday Edwin Low ! :D
18th. Happy Birthday Yu Tat Di ! :D

Haven't been posting for quite sometime. Ahwell. This coming Thursday, happynewyear to me. Meet-the-parents. Oh gosh. :(

Tsktsk. Here's the evidence of a big bully. HAHA.
[c=6]Everything is just a illusion[/c] says:
STUPIDDDDDDDDD!
[c=6]Everything is just a illusion[/c] says:
piggy + smelly + dirty + stupid + lazy + naughty = BABBBBBY!

2008-05-18T12:28:00.002+08:00

ahhhh!
:/ i blogging her blog agn !
helllooooooo alll !
i loveee my baby weixuan more and more and more!
girl , i miss you nowww! ):
comeee back fast kay!
i nvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvr break any of my promise!
be my lassssst girl :D

i lovee you ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

weixuan nw is at malaysia (:

byee all :/

2008-05-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

Sigh ,results weren't satisfying enough . ):
Try harder next round . Blahblahblah -
Just whats wrong with me .

ilovestupidbaby .
HAHAHA :D

eunice : Thankyous dear ! :D Its alrighttt (:
shiguan : I miss you more ):
YIUCY(: : LOL. Thanks brotherrr ! :D *smacks back . Hahaha :x
♡ T.STEPHY : Okay :D Thankyous ! Hah. Loves :D
passerby - : Thankyous ! :D
shiguan : Somebody older ! Lalalas .
Hui Shi : Qingaide :D Yeah ,thankyous ! And thanks fr that day too. I'll try my best (:
Kate : Thankyous ,laogong :D iloveyou too .
shiguan : Thanks babyyy :D And sorry ,I don't mean thatt . ): I love love love you too :D

2008-05-13T22:24:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Chen Juan ! :D

I feel so empty, so weird. What's happening?

2008-05-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday HungWei Di ! :D

Got back English ,Chinese ,Social Studies and Chemistry results today .
I did badly ,I think . Not quite up to my expectations. ):
Chinese especially . 75/150 -.-'
Just pass . Omgzxz ,like first time in sec schl passing my chinese .
Happy ,but disappointed . Lolols . :x

Tmrw another round for th release of resultsss .
Aahhh ):

2008-05-10T23:13:00.001+08:00

I love today, thank you for everything. ;)

2008-05-10T13:43:00.009+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday to meeeee♥ :DD
I feel so old , ahhah .

Thanks fr th wishesss :D
Baby ,Edwin ,Adila ,Kate ,Hui Shi ,Jia Ling ,Yi Jie ,Sister ,Choonhui , inghui ,Cheng Ying ,Candy ,Victoria ,Yu Tat ,Sophia ,Russel ,Mei Lin ,Fang Tian . And fiftyfour other people. :D

--
Rotting at home right now, gonna head out to celebrate later. Might be meeting his parents. :s

Thanks Adila, Hui shi, Kate for everything yesterday. I know what I'm doing. Still, thanks for being there girls (:

My worst birthday ,ever ,I suppose . Sigh.

2008-05-09T23:00:00.011+08:00

To believe, or not to believe ?

I dont knok what came over me. Sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel that way. I wonder where all my confidence went to.

I feel like an idiot. :(

--
Yesterday went out with Sophia .
Lunched at BPP ,then walked around .
Went to Starbucks aft that ,sat down and chatted .
I really envy her and her boyf. Sweet couple :D
Shall post the pictures sometime later.

Today. Saw Candy sweetheart :D
Coincidence. She recognised me, and double checked with my name tag, oh gosh. I was really shocked, haha.

Anyway, an hour more to my birthday ! :D
Weets* ! I feel old. Ahwell. Stupid emo day, sigh.

2008-05-08T18:58:00.002+08:00

hello girlf :D
i in your blog .
lalalala.
i helping her update :\
boooo! . her internet cant use .
ahhhh ):

twooo more day tooooo her bday!
preseeeent pls :D
lalalalaa.

i loveeeeeeeeee weixuannnn !

babbbbbyy !
i loveee youuu more ! :D
my one and only! ^^
nevvvveeer leavvvveee you! i serious :D
<3

2008-05-07T23:17:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday YiJie ! :D

Just as I expected, the post exam activities were really boring. I didnt participate in the sports cause didnt felt like it. After school, watched the movie, The Bourne Identity. It wasn't that great, I didnt really understand the whole plot. Plus it was kinda bloody, haha.

Met up with Tinghui at BB int, then walked quite a distance to some place nearby. Choonhui told me she had something urgent to tell me, but she had a test, so she'd arrive later.. Seemed pretty suspicious though. HAHA. So sweet of them, thanks for the surprise yea. :D We had 1/4 of the cake each, was super full. As for the other quarter, they smeared it on my hands, because I kept insisting I didn't want any on my face. Haha. :p We chatted awhile, then headed back. :)

Sorry Adila, I didn't expect that to happen. I'll help you get over it, okay ? :)

2008-05-06T23:00:00.001+08:00

Boyfriend bully . ! ):
LALALA .
Met baby todayyy x3

Tmrw and thurs ,post exam activities .
Borinnggggg . x.x
Today last day exam .
Don't feel happy or whatsoever ,lolols . :D

YvOnnE.yJ : LOL . I knowww :D Haha .
Kate : Oh ,okay :D gooo ask. i dont have his hp /:
♡ STEPHANIE : :D
life sux~ : Bright? o.o Ahbeng mah . LOL ,next time write :D
shiguan : Never jiajia nor. eee . no one will believe you :D LALA. heh .

2008-05-05T20:22:00.001+08:00

Everyone around me is so emo lately. I'm starting to feel that way too. :(

Emaths paper was still manageable. IT's supposed to be easy, but I didn't know how to do the graph questions. Ahwell. Plus the teacher kept standing beside me, seeing what I was writing, tsk. -.-

It's the last paper tomorrow, which also means the start of lessons again. I haven't done the 7 bio concept maps and it's due tomorrow. Ahwell.

♡ STEPHANIE : Hello :D np. hah ,same here sia . ): and i will ,thanks ya . (:
Kate : LOL. Fact your head laas. Anw, you asked jun alrd? o.o
shiguan : Hahas. Got ah ,everyday . still dare deny ): Let them know ,hubby naughty :D

2008-05-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

So bored. Rotted at home the whole day. My mum just wouldn't let me go out. So annoying.

Then my dad suddenly shout at me for no reason. I was talking to him nicely, and he gave me such a fked up response.After that he said sorry, wth.

- Cy, dont keep blaming yourself. Its not your fault. Today will be th last day already. I will miss you. Do treasure it well alright. Call me anytime when you need someone to talk to (:

- Adila, do cheer up! Dont be so emo. Will be here for you anytime. And thanks for today girl :D

2008-05-02T22:29:00.001+08:00

Today's MT paper was quite easy. But I left my dictionary in the locker. Luckily YJ had two and lent me one of hers. But in the end, it was faulty. :s Turned out to be FT's one, ahhah.

Aft school, went to westmall, waited for Adila. Chin boon, Zhengrui and Xiaohui were also there. Was suppposed to study, but in the end, she went around finding a present. :s

2008-05-01T23:42:00.001+08:00

Happy Labour Day :D

Thanks for the notes, YJ :D
I won't tell anyone about the cheating thing. HAHA. Jys to the ninth month :D

Headed to Ichiban @ IMM to meet up with my family. Apparently they've already finished eating, so I had to eat with them staring at me. -.- Accompanied sist to buy her presents after that before heading home.

2008-04-30T18:48:00.000+08:00

imissdarlinggg. D':
Tmrw can finally see bfff♥. *weets!- . :D
Lalalaa.

Anws. today late again. Ughh.
One more time jiu si le. x.x

And amaths is really killing me.
Aahhh ): im onl confident bout th first question.
If there are no careless mistakes, hopefully. >< Heh.

Aft exams. 10plus onl. -.-
Went to westmall walk walk.
Mei xiang daooo. saw *ahem there. /:
Suayy i tell you. Then he asked if i changed number.
Tsktsk. Must avoid westmall ler. ><

Then went to th library while waiting for Daniel.
Msged Baby. studied for awhile. then realised nth went in. LOL.
Rotted away. x.x And aft 12938465 hours, he finally reached. /:
Lunched and went home. (:

Rayen : Okays. (: linked !
Kate : Laogong♥. Loveyouu :D
shiguan : Eeee. shunbian check your eyes. kay :D hahahaa.
Boo : Yeah. Hahhh, thanks ! so impossible ._. and you really smsed me LOL. :D

2008-04-29T22:21:00.002+08:00

Chemistry exam, and I forgot to bring my calculator. Had to do it mentally. :( The worst part was, the paper was difficult. Wan Er told me that she saw me leave a particular page blank, and so she left it blank too. HAHA. Afterwards was Literature, and it was manageable. I wrote questions 1a and 3. :D

Went to westmall with Adila after the exams. I happened to see Edwin at interchange. And I whacked him on his back, haha. :D He shouted 'chao ah lian!' super loud, wth. -.-
Ate at Subway, and I bumped into sist. This time, I got whacked by her. Hahaha.

2008-04-28T20:00:00.001+08:00

Hello :D
Back to blog. Cause someone keep asking me to blog. ><
Lalala. Today social studies exam. =\
No time to finish. D: Ahhh. Die le.
Then tmrw, Chem and Lit.
Study. Study. Study. ):

I'm glad I found you ;
Woaini :D

lifesux~ : Eh. What chao ah lian. x.x You ahbeng nias. D: Lala.
Kate : Hah. :D Yeah, will der. Thankyous :D
choonhui : I miss you too :D Okays ! Jiayous too :D
lifesux~ : No problem (:
kaiting : Haha, yeaps! :D I was sitting right in front of you. Okays :D
Kate : Ahh. Lazy blog ><

2008-04-28T19:49:00.004+08:00

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Twentyfour? :D

2. Study hard or play hard?
Ahh. Both :D

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Kate Laogong :D

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Nopes. Maybe just a little. D:

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Everyone around me to be happy (:

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. :D I saw before kayy.

7. What is your goal for this year?
Erh. Improve my grades. :D

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Nopes? D:

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Umms. I dont know. ><

10. What feeling do you love the most?
Being happy, loved :D

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Being honest, spending time w each other :D

12. What feeling do you hate most?
Being angry, sad. Leftout and lonely. /:

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Of course :D

14. Do you believe in god?
Sometimes, maybe.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Erh. Wo bu zhi dao. ><

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My loved ones.

17. Whose your best friends?
My three sisters. :D

18. Who cares for you the most?
Ahh. I dont know. /:

19. Who are the people you love the most?
Baby. Friends. Family. :D

20. Can I let go of the past?
Yeah. I'm succeeding alrd. :D

** Instructions: Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post . Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all i've tagged :

[x] Anybody who wants to do :D
[x] Sister
[x] Edwin
[x] Choon Hui
[x] Cheng Ying
[x] Candy
[x] Yu Tat
[x] You (:

2008-04-27T19:53:00.009+08:00

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Twentyfour/five/six/seven? :D (subject to change, hahah)

2. Study hard or play hard?
Ahh. Both :D

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Kate Laogong :D

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Nopes. Maybe just a little. D:

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Everyone around me to be happy (:

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. :D I saw before kayy.

7. What is your goal for this year?
Erh. Improve my grades. :D

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Nopes? D:

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Umms. I dont know. ><

10. What feeling do you love the most?
Being happy, loved :D

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Being honest, spending time w each other :D

12. What feeling do you hate most?
Being angry, sad. Leftout and lonely. /:

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Of course :D

14. Do you believe in god?
Sometimes, maybe.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Erh. Wo bu zhi dao. ><

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My loved ones.

17. Whose your best friends?
My three sisters. :D

18. Who cares for you the most?
Ahh. I dont know. /:

19. Who are the people you love the most?
Baby. Friends. Family. :D

20. Can I let go of the past?
Yeah. I'm succeeding alrd. :D

** Instructions: Remove one question from below, and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post . Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all i've tagged :

[x] Anybody who wants to do :D
[x] Sister
[x] Edwin
[x] Choon Hui
[x] Cheng Ying
[x] Candy
[x] Yu Tat
[x] You (: 4/28/08 7:49 PM

Went out with dumbass & his friend.
It was last minute arrangement uhs.
They had lunch, & we watched 'The Forbidden Kingdom' after that.
It was quite nice luh. & Both of them were freezing inside the theatre.
Rofl. Then headed home around 9plus (:

多么希望,那不是你。
但我知道,这是事实。
无法改变,无法回转的真相。
但亲爱的,我会把这段短短的爱情故事永远深埋在心里。
希望你过得比以前好,比以前过得快乐。虽然我依然思念着您。
但被你爱过,我已满足了。谢谢,谢谢你曾经爱过我。
再见了,我的爱。

2008-04-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

Dad's nagging non-stop.
-'- him luh. -.-

Spoil my mood onl. Fker.

Exams coming up already. D:
Two days from now.
So I won't be posting again till after the midyear exams are over.
Gotta muggg. And I need amaths tuition ! D:

2008-04-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

Reply to tags !

YIUCY(: : Bro :D Meet up sometime then !
shiguan : Dumbass! Idw. It's not mafan. Is you lazy. =x
Stephanie : Thanks for tagging ! :D
Hui Shi : Yeah, tag often ! ily <3
Kate : It's nothing :D Do cheer up alrights ! We'll be there for you :D
k.ANGEL : I'm not pretty luhs >< Hah.
*!cHeeZeR : Okays sure :D

2008-04-11T22:56:00.012+08:00

"Weixuan..."

Turned around. And..
Miss Aza! :O
Omg dieee.

"Come, give me a handshake"
Uh? I shock tio sial.
I was like, ''For what? o.o''
. . . . . . . . . .

"Congrats you passed your bio test!"
Rofl! I thought kena caught for fringe or what.
Scared me luh, hahhaha. :D

& No Pe lessons fr today. Rahhh. ):

2008-04-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

Today we had our class phototaking :D
We wore our class tee and tie over our uniforms. I think it looks nicer then our uniforms, HAHA. Then during MT lesson, did my yan jiang. And during read period, went to the hall for the eril presentations.

Anyway, I just realised, I totally forgot about the EW hwk. 3 essays, oh gosh.
Gotta burn the midnight oil again. :(

08 April
Bio and Chem test postponed!
And oh, Mr Lee's back to teaching us again. :D

Nothing much today, except to practise the cheer for this saturday's band competition. All the best BP Band! :D

Had lunch @ Westmall after school with Edwin. Adila and Zhengrui were there too, and I bumped into a number of friends, including Daniel. :D

By the way, Sweetheart, do cherish him and stop slashing yourself alright. :) It won't do you any good. You know I'll be here for ya! :)

07 April
School as per normal today. I was almost late for assembly because I rushed back to class to get my tie. :l First period was CME. Class was really slack, was so boring that Yi Jie and I started texting each other. As for the next period, the teacher never came. Amaths remedial was cancelled too. What a relaxing school day. :D

Had lunch with Adila, Eunice, Glorianne and Wan Er at Lot1 foodcourt. Wan Er kept making weird faces, causing me and the others to crack up whenever we see her doing that. HAHA.

2008-04-05T15:10:00.013+08:00

I don't wanna think about it anymore, I really don't. It hurts a whole lot.

But I can't, it's just so hard. What happened, really? I miss the times we had together; although short-lived. From the beginning; I knew things weren't as easy as they were. I knew there was something amiss as the days passed. But I trusted you.

So.. Why did you lie to me?

You told me not to let Y know. But Y somehow managed to guess it, and told me everything about you.

Had I known, I'd choosen not to know. The horrifying truth; it hurts.

What people say about you; I should've listened.

& now, I'm trying my hardest. I know I'm almost there.

The truth still hurts for a little while, but the lies.. they hurt forever.
Thank you for teaching me that, E.

2008-04-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

Sunburnt. Gahh.

Woke up early and set off for CCAB.
There were many cars at one intersection, when my dad wanted to make a U-turn.
Waited and waited. =\
But the cars came non-stop.
So had to make one big round just to U-turn. Rofl. (:

& Miss Aza bought breakfast for th whole class. :D
Sausage McMuffin<3. Hahah.

Wheee. I'm super enthu today. :D
Cheered, screamed & crapped. LOL.
Plus, it was really hot uhs. I drank three cans of water. x;

3L1's class spirits is super loved lahh<3.
I love you guys ! Ahhah.

Overall Champion; Red house ! ;DD

Lunched at Bukit Timah Plaza.
Xinyi's immersed in some game. =\
And that's Fang Tian's hand. Lols.

Went back to Lot1, slacked around while waiting for friends.
I know I'm bo liao, writing those stuff. :DD

Today ; I saw you from afar . (:

2008-04-04T19:46:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh I'm so pissed now.

It's so lag.

2008-04-03T22:12:00.001+08:00

Thank you Adila, for your kindness. Haha. :D

Sports Carnival is tomorrow. I wonder how it'll turn out.
Hopefully, my dad knows the way to CCAB. Weird why the school wants it to be hled there.

Ahwell, I'm really not in the mood to post these days. Sigh. :(

& yes, the meaning of true friends.

2008-04-02T22:02:00.001+08:00

I just wanna let it all out.

These few days; I've noticed much. Especially for the past few days, and even now. The You I've known in the past, is gone. I miss those times; we were so close, probably the closest friend I've ever had. And now, you seem to be slowly fading away. For the past few days, till now, I've always been by your side, helping you throughout. I've done what I could, and tried my best to cheer you up.

You were always the one who was there for me. Now, things seemed to have changed. You refuse to listen to whatever I want to say. And all you ever cared for was for your dream to come true.

Dear friend, I won't blame you.
Still, I wanna say; Be positive. Look around you; you still have lots of people who care for you. Please, let go of the past. Stop harping on negative things. You're a nice person, I'm sure one day your dream will come true.

2008-03-27T23:24:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's E-learning day. I hope I don't oversleep.

2008-03-24T20:54:00.001+08:00

没有你的世界 ;

Went to the movies with sist. :D
We wanted to watch Sky of Love, but apparently it's only showing in the town areas. So we watched the Horton movie at Jurong Entertainment instead. It wasn't that bad, pretty hilarious. And I was super noisy in there, bet the whole theatre could here me. Haha. On the way home, it rained. Somehow everytime I'm out with her, it always rains when we're about to go home. Is that coincidence or what? Haha. The rain was really heavy though, so she waited at the bus stop while I went back home to grab another umbrella. And I ran in my high heels! HAHA. We were still drenched though. Ah well.

2008-03-21T22:06:00.001+08:00

If only I could ;

♡
I've finally seen through you.
Your true colours, they're horrifying.
I've gotten myself this far ;
And I know, I shouldn't have let myself fall so deep.
But I couldn't help it.
How I wish I could know what's on your mind ;
And the reason behind your actions.
People say, you're not worthy of my love.
Yes ; I'm stupid, I'm blind, whatever you call it.
But boy, you mean the world to me.

2008-03-18T21:06:00.003+08:00

Hello. I'm super down right now.
Seriously, I wonder what's coming over me. Sigh.

Right after school, chionged home to finish my 4 hols mt essays. I didn't even touched it, LOL. I wrote them in like, one and a half hours. Broke my own record kae. I usually take like, two to three hours writing one. X: hehehs. Thens, after thats, chiong back to school. Lmao. So tiring nias. Butbut tmrw sure still die one. Sianed luhs. D:

I can't believe i'm trying to help & cheer somebody up when i'm like so fcuking screwed.

I waited, and waited.
Those smses never came.
I was hoping to see yours, but everytime it was someone else's.

I'm missing you badly.

Yesterday

I just cant believe your gone
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise
In the way that your by my side
Oooo where we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When were through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or least where the story goes
I never believed it until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn't our destiny
'Coz in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe me I can still find the strength in The moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday